4/10/09

Renee..your wish is my command


Heres my 7th photo....its of me and my buddy Shaun...at the nickelback concert. i didnt pick the 7th alblum cause they werent my photo's. So there you have it...I havent had anytime to do anything...let alone update...alots been going on...men are stupid...im not gonna give up..im thinkin about givung a nice guy a chance for a change and see what happens. His name is Tyler Edey. Google him and you will see a picture. Hes kinda a big deal in the pool world.hes on TV alot...well see where that goes.....ill keep ya posted!

2/26/09

Well Well Well.....

So i guess i should update ...been awhile....iv'e decided to get back with Jackson....he and i just clicked from the get go and i was dissapointed when he told me he wanted to try with his wife again...but im glad he wanted to at least try...i knew it wouldnt work. Ha! (my bad) so he called me up and asked me for forgiveness....and i thought why not. So we've been hanging out and getting to know each other again and its been great.! better than great actually...i can kiss him in public and show him affection and not care. We both just want to be happy ...so thats what were gonna do. I always seem to pick the hard to get ones....WTF is wrong with me..lol anyways its all good!

Im throwing Tannis a 35th Birthday party....thats right...35! mwhahaha...i hope she has fun and i really hope her friends show her how important she is! If not at least she will know I care! Im even gonna try my hand at a naughty cake...tee hee...it better turn out!

Were planning a trip at the end of march...but im so fucking broke i cant even afford to pay attention..haha...Perhaps ill win the lotto ...MWHAHAHAHA!

Well thats all thats been going on in my world...See you friday!

2/6/09

Its fuck you friday yet again...


Well Manny...Tannis...and Shaun...those are some pretty birds...i love you all...
so now down to business...lets see what pissed me off this week.....
~Jackson! Yes the one that could do no wrong...... did something to really make me mad...he kicked me to the curb. Yes you read it. Apperantly he has anger issues and he deals with that with alcohol. (this is why the wife left) and i dont blame her at all..i give her a high five on that one actually...why stay in a marriage when all you feel is like your getting shit on...cause asshole cant deal with his problems. I thought the world of Jackson. We had so much fun together...we shared alot with each other...and im gonna miss him. I told him I would love to still be his friend...and he keeps telling me he needs to deal with his demons alone....So im thinkin ill be here if he wants to talk..but im not gonna go outta my way to care anymore. I was nothing but nice to the guy..and what do i get in return...SHIT ON! FUCK YOU!

So ive decided to make a party outta it...its Tomorrow night...were all getting drunk in a dress and partying like its new years eve! Oh yes...dressed to the nines....and then...were gonna get sloppy drunk(not me cause i dont do that)...mwhahaha PICTURES TO FOLLOW!

Peace out and just scream it once today FUCK YOU FRIDAY!

1/30/09

Hmmmm.....Who shit on my week?

So i really had a shitty week...work sucked...the assholes that frequent the place certainly did a good job at pissing me off. Manners need to be used more....it takes 2 seconds to say thank you...im not your bitch...then i come home and a certain guy i know comes by to see his kids..hes not the most pleasant guy to be around...whenever hes in the room i just feel my skin crawling. I dont hate people...but i surely hate him..Like seriously do ya need to have that much hate in your body you just cant find something nice to say? Jerkoff! Guys that make my friends sad....fuck you.! who do you think you are...ok im not prejuduce....not a big fan of a few indians....there ignorant..rude...look down on ya like your a peice of shit...up yours! Waking up with a headache...why..what the fucks up with that...

This no sex in the morning thing...come on...what guy doesnt like morning sex...
Jacksons drinkin like a fish...dont you know your limits...lol I dont mind driving your car...its a tight ride....i cant say anything bad about my guy..cause hes a sweetheart....were getting closer...and i feel some major feelings towards him. im just keeping it to myself right now cause i dont want him to think im moving too fast...i cleaned his whole house the other day(cause hes got alot of cats...the cat hair is too much) and when he came home he was shocked...he told me that for his whole dating career hes never once dated a girl like me. he calls me his genuine beauty! that makes me smile....and give me warm fuzzies! I just like seeing him happy..he deserves that!

Hopefully your week went better than mine.....

1/23/09

Fuck you....its friday!

So its that time again...where we all can rant and get some shit off our chests...i myself only have a few things that i need to rant about...

~my drivers side window....why ya gotta break right now...i cant drive without a smoke...
~Thieving staff...why ya gotta steal....your so fired today when i see you. Tee hee.
~Drunk sex....whiskey dick sucks....stop drinking already!
~THIS FUCKEN COLD WEATHER! go away already.

Thats it this week..Other than those small things im happy as a pig in shit...my bf(gonna call him that now) is such a sweetie....i like him so much and i hope this one works out. Hes sick right now...and you know when guys are sick its a dramatic event...make something so small into something HUGE. Hes lucky he's cute.

So ladies till next week...hope you all have a good fuck you friday!

1/16/09

FUCK YOU FRIDAY!

Well....it is friday and we all know what that means....FUCK YOU FRIDAY...but today instead of ranting...im gonna just say it...cause i have nothing to be mad about today..im in kinda half love with Jackson...I dont have to work till Wendesday...and its my besties birthday today. So were gonna get all pretty and go to a house party...not any ordinary house party..oh no...its a sex toy party too...girl can never have too many friends under her bed if ya catch my drift...lol.

The past few weeks ive been so happy. Jackson is such a sweetheart. Hes going thru a nasty divorce but thru it all hes been nothing but kind to me. We have alot of good times...and just taking it day by day. He doesnt understand how i still stick around with all his bullshit makes him pissy. I told him when theres something wonderful standing in front of you dont let it go...im not a quitter and i said i see good times ahead so why walk away? I always tend to get myself into situations that are not normal..and this is one of them. If ya cant see me at my worst you dont deserve my best..that saying is so true. So far i havent really seen anything that scares me and he is a wonderful caring guy...and with all his crap going on in his life i cant just walk away from that...so ill see where this goes...ill keep ya posted.

Tannis went to Booster Juice yesterday and saw two hot guys ...shes like yeah Jeanette there so hot...then they kissed. Mwahaha...there gay....Poor girl...i wish she could find a normal guy that treats her good...she deserves it...Maybe ill try to pimp her out ....JK tannis...you will find him or he will find you...just wait for it...you know that saying..all good things come to those who wait!
Love you!

Peace out! and im still smiling....

1/7/09

Happy bday to me....

Jackson and i are in lust with each other...i love this picture..the way hes looking at me when i talk...like hes actually listening..mwhwhaa
Tannis and i were kinda smashed at this point...the room was full of love and i just had to show her how much i love her...and you can tell how much she loves me by the hand on my ass...lol...jk.we both just love this pic. Im glad i have you in my life and im so happy to call you my best friend. I mean weve known each other for 34 years and we never fight..i can tell you anything...your kids are awesome..and i love you and them dearly.
I also love this picture...i mean look at those faces...its like there both saying CHEESE! Or.....there telling crest...look at our teeth..so white..lol
It was Pete and my Birthday...his friends are losers and didnt even bother to show him a good time...good thing we love you Pete...i like sharing my day with you..and well see you next year!
Now this cake is pretty...Tannis did a wiked job on all the detail. The guys really loved it as well..im starting to think guys are weird..this poor chocolate penis went around the room...and lewd gestures and comments were flying..haha...we did manage to get some pictures but were gonna hold onto them for blackmail porpouses...lol

1/2/09

FUCK YOU FRIDAY!


So were gettin pretty to go out...its new years....We all had a good time...
Tannis dont hate me cause i put this pic on...but its fuck you friday!

Jackson and i ....and tannis and I...were a good lookin bunch...
I was TOLD to update. Im not in the mood....so bite my left tit..
(i love you NA-NA).
FUCK YOU FRIDAY

Guys are retards...there fucken mental..there "I want you one day...then i dont want you the next"...good to know people can just turn there feelings off and on....I really like Jackson...but its complicated and i dont even want to get into it...i just feel fucked over somehow. Whatever...Plenty of fish in the sea i say...haha...idiot!

No matter how nice you are to these guys they just fucken use and abuse...fuck ya then chuck ya...my mother told me thats what i should do to men...im gonna take her advice...oh yes im a man hater once again.

Tannis and i are planning on going on a well deserved trip...i think the sooner the better.! we need to go have some single fun somewhere...and just so you know girl my bags can be packed in 20 minutes...bikini and sunscreen thats all i need!